i was so young when I started dating him. Inexperienced, still a little innocent, and naive.
I feel like i grew up and changed a lot the second we broke up. Being betrayed, and hearbroken can really change you.
I’m different in that in that i’m a lot less innocent then i was even when we were dating. Smoking weed every single day, drinking a lot more, starting smoking cigarettes again, having sex with guys i just met…
I’m more confident too, like im wearing less makeup and everything.
I listen to better music and i’ve stopped trying to look like one of those pretty public school girls.
I’m also diffrent in that i’m even more independent. I’m perfectly okay with being single. I also have have this crazy need for adventure and change in my life. I want a change. Like, going to a diffrent school. And thank god i’m probably going to one.
It sucks he cant see the new me…he would defiantly like her a lot more. Probably just cause i would make us become the stoner-couple. And we would go out more and do more fun shit. be with more people more. idk. that kinda shit. Sucks for himmm! haha.
I just act and am different. Not in a bad way, i really like the new me.
But i’m a lot older, wiser. Diffrent. The new me is a better me.
I like more wiser, stoner, funner, more intellectual, more confident me.
(Source: werejustteenagerz)
(Source: werejustteenagerz)
(via iamfuckedup)
(Source: quesejadoce-sempre, via kelseybuckets)
(via werejustteenagerz)
(Source: werejustteenagerz)
(via radicallllll)
"
All the girls that you run dry have tired lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
But I took your matches
Before fire could catch me
So don’t look now
I’m shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town
(via falling—sl0wly)
What are my current feelings for you?
I dont miss you, I dont want you back, I dont love you.
I’m thinking about other boys, and new things in my life.
When i go on with my day, i forget about you completely most of the time. It’s crazy, I never thought that i would have to be reminded that you exist.
I’m never going to feel nothing for you. I’ll never be able to hear your name or see you and feel nothing. Though Im never going to feel happy about you ever again.
I’m always going to hate you.
I hate you so much for everything you ever did to me, all the lies and the pain.
I will never forgive you. I will never forgive such a shit person, a person as cruel and heartless as you. You are just so fucked up and pathetic. Pathetic is the word that sums you up the best i think.
You leaving me was the best thing that ever happened to me. I know that.
But it doesnt mean i’ll ever stop hating you for everything you ever did.
Even though i still have so much hatred for you, im at peace with my life. I’m really happy with it. I’m at peace and happy that you are no longer a part of my life.
(via iamfuckedup)
(Source: 1kn0w-h0witfeels, via infinfty)
